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i have filled this void with things unreal

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i really like being called spook

i think like

half the people i know on here know my real name?

which, i mean i’m fine with my name IRL i don’t dislike it or whatever and i associate myself with it just fine

i just

really enjoy being called spook

just sitting here thinking about that

don’t mind me

Filed under because it's better than thinking about botflies or other trypophobia-inducing things YOU KNOW IT'S REALLY DIFFICULT NOT TO THINK ABOUT THOSE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE DELIBERATELY TRYING NOT TO IF YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN it's the don't think about elephants thing i am trying real hard to distract myself but am too aware of what i'm trying to distract myself from aaaahhhhh i should be sleeping anyway :(

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hhghshfj;l

so

so

i’ve had a baby name picked out for years

and

both halves of it have now been ruined no??

okay so it was allegra amelia

allegra partly as a music thing, partly a hispanic heritage thing; alegria is spanish for joy, allegro is a musical term meaning lively/cheerful.

amelia for my abuela who is the best

EXCEPT then some jerk came up with an allergy medicine and called it allegra

AND NOW my cousin just had her second baby and has named her amelia

n o no why :(

cries forever

Filed under i was even just talking about it the other day with my mom i was considering amelia andrea for both of my grandmothers even though i don't really like the other one so much? but w h y no why this is a dumb thing to be upset about but i am kind of sad anyway weh :(